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Missing love of mine...
This is all I can withstand,
I've fallen out of time.
I'll want to hold you in my hands,
missing love of mine.
I've taken so much pain,
I walk in broken glass.
The path that has been lain
is mirroring the past.
I still feel all that warmth
when I utter your name.
It hides me from the storm,
it dries me from the rain.
My tears fall hard and endlessly,
but you wipe them away.
You'll always be a part of me,
I'll always be the same.
You'll always live so happily,
a thousand miles from me.
I'll shelter under tapestry
while you run wild and free.
A field so green and natural,
against the bluest sky.
The leaves on tress will all fall down,
and the blueness waves goodbye.
The sky's still blue, just somewhere else.
I'm slowly fading out.
Your eyes still blue, with someone else,
no room to think about...
It hurts to know that you've moved on,
it's been over a year.
But I still feel like you're not gone,
and I still hold you dear.
It's right that you don't talk to me,
it's not what I deserve.
You
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Literature
Sunny Sailor's Shanty
In the morning sky pale,
we start to set sail.
For the stories,
and the glories,
and the barrels of ale.
In cap'n we trust,
in fortune or bust.
For the treasure,
for the pleasure,
for the wenches we lust.
In the sunset so soon,
beneath the young moon.
For each other,
for our brothers,
now let's drink until noon.
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Literature
Guilty of stealing
Stolen from @SketchesStuff
RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 5-10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.
1. Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent
2. Kissed one of your friends?
Innocent (ain't kissed anything)
3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent
4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty (obviously)
5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Innocent
6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Innocent (again, not kissed)
7. Kissed a picture?
Innocent (nope)
8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty (I stayed up till like midday so it's fine)
9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty
10. Held a snake?
Innocent
11. Been suspended from school?
Innocent
12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent
13. Stolen something?
Innocent
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Literature
Animal
I hate it when I lose control,
my memories disappear.
It feels like I could lose it all
at anything I hear.
My senses hone and start to crawl,
and sense becomes unclear.
A heart consumed with malice,
with blood that doesn't flow.
The so heavily damaged,
so damaged no one knows.
It's fine though, I can manage,
I'll just not let it show.
Nobody sees that side of me,
I cage the beast inside.
It's what I never want to be,
it's what I always find.
It's part of me and I can't flee,
it's my other side.
Creature, can you hear my voice?
Please just let me go.
Howling, scratching, drown the noise,
don't let this anger grow.
Creature, I don't have a choice,
so come up from below.
Hunting, biting, full of life,
lust for prey, tooth like knife.
Carve your feast, eat their flesh,
hunt until there's nothing left.
Give me more to mutilate,
my animal I'll always hate.
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Literature
Doesn't it hurt?
I ask myself 'cause no one will,
"Isn't it dangerous living in hell?"
Maybe so, but I belong.
The lonely right in valleys of wrong.
Am I okay with all of this?
Of course I'm not, it hurts.
But it's okay, I'm powerless
against what I deserve.
Is this my fate, a slave to pain,
that tries again, again, again?
"Is this what you want?" a demon says.
And I can't help but answer with "yes"
"Doesn't it hurt, being so alone?"
"Yes and no, the warmth is cold"
"So will you make this hell your home?"
"It is my home, this is my world"
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Literature
Young Dragon
Steaming up from deep within,
burning underneath your skin.
Let your body's burning glow
rise up from the dark below.
Fix your gaze and breath it out,
release the flames of fear and doubt.
Feel the heat, young dragon child,
set your animal heart wild.
What's the dream that's in your soul?
Lose it, and your flames grow cold.
Keep it in your dragon heart,
that you and it will never part.
Sharpen up your dragon claws,
be aware of all your flaws.
Spread out wide your dragon wings,
your flaws cannot stop anything.
Open up your dragon eyes,
roar your name and then arise.
Always trust your dragon scales,
because your dream will never fail.
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Literature
Unending Antagonist
You can break all of my bones,
but you won't break my stare.
I'll stand against you all alone,
if no one else is there.
I'll fight until I stop,
I'll scream until I cry.
I'll run until I drop,
I'll live until I die.
I'll burn everything down,
flaming eyes of an anarchist.
I'll go another round,
the unending antagonist.
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Literature
Have you ever seen a flickering star?
I step through the window door,
it's cold outside but I want more.
Time begins to freeze and slow,
I look up at the thousand glows.
The winds change like my Gemini:
their calls have been oh so belated.
They greet me, then they say goodbye.
I'm isolated and captivated.
The cold is like my Artemis,
her hunting bow, her virgin kiss.
Both sharp with elegance and bliss,
I've never felt her quite like this.
Something amiss in Nyx's sky,
a blinking, fearful, little light.
I look this mirror in the eye,
and fall deep into endless night.
It's just like me, afraid and frail,
it too is lonely and afar.
It fades away and starts to pale,
have you ever seen a flickering star?
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Literature
Vestiges of Ecstasy
Old and numb from all I've done,
young and always having fun.
Aching, brittle, aging bones,
youthful heart, you're all alone.
I want to be what I was once,
when I was something bright.
"You're terrible". I've no response,
because I know you're right.
You've worn out all the best of me,
now all I do is rest.
Vestiges of ecstasy
are all that I have left.
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Literature
Paradise Falls
The perfect blue of endless skies,
the solemn grey says it's a lie.
The sky is still so motionless,
when I look up, there's nothing left.
The endless fields of deepest greens
the darkest that I've ever seen.
They stones reach up beyond your sight,
they block the sun and swallow light.
The waterfall like a young white cloud,
all alone, without a sound.
It floats down from the deadly cliff,
it's what I will be falling with.
My life was taken, torn apart.
I'll say this true and without heart:
I loved my life, I had it all,
but every single paradise falls.
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Literature
The Power of The Weak
Weak means small and full of fear,
clinging to those that he holds dear.
The weak will hide and run away,
leave all they love alone, afraid.
But all of us can be so weak,
curl up and cry, struggle to speak.
When all we love is dead or gone,
the weak have strength to carry on.
We know that death does not forgive,
but still there is reason to live.
It's for the now and what we love,
not for the ones who rest above.
We don't forget our tragic past,
we fight to make our future last.
It stings, it hurts, it starts to kill,
but weakness forges iron will.
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Literature
Christmas Crow
The December air was cold, unforgiving, and full of Christmas cheer. Lights of all hues barely melted through the thickness of the heavy snowfall, and were few and far between, typically belonging to the early bird enthusiasts. Nobody in their right mind would put out lights in the recent weather, even if they were able to without being carried away by the wind. Even the devoted workers would hesitate to open their doors and face winter's wrath. The only people you'd see outside is a person who has no choice.
Tattered boots sink deep into the grey snow, leaving prints that are covered in mere minutes. Layers upon layers of torn cloth stumble weakly down the road: although it is difficult to differentiate it from any other ground without knowing the area. Occasionally, a plume of vapour rises into the dense mist from the pale, cracking lips of a forsaken soul. Is it even a soul? Or the husk of a man who was dealt a bad hand in life.
"Oh, I was dealt a bad hand. But I played it as best a
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Literature
Cold feet
I curl my toes and breath a cloud,
the winter doesn't make a sound.
It doesn't know it's own soft chill,
it's gently kind but it can't feel.
Frost, your kiss melt away,
it wraps my skin, but will decay.
You will be back, promise me so,
it hurts, but I still love the snow.
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Literature
Mystery
Fur as black as terror,
with eyes white as the snow.
Her shadow is her mirror,
both with a silver glow.
Stars in the sky,
stars in her eyes,
she's your fear of the unknown.
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Okay, so now I'm actually leaving. I'm gonna uninstall the app a little bit after I post this, so I guess I'm gonna say bye now. Not really important, but yeah. So bye guys and girls, I'll miss you
Valentine's day tomorrow... kinda ironic, it's the day I'm gonna try and move somewhere else online.. or rather, just start again from the beginning as someone else. I figured it'd let you all know today since most of you are gonna be busy tomorrow. And I'm gonna kinda explain/vent about my reasons why, so that's what this is about.

First of all, I guess I should explain the main reason why.. honestly, I'm not who I used to be. There was this one person I met, and ever since I met them I've just been spiralling down and down. It's not their fault at all, but they changed who I am. They changed me into something I'm not, and it hurts because I don't know if I can change back. Back before I met them, I was so honest, so innocent, and I wasn't afraid of tomorrow. I didn't have to fake my smiles, I didn't have to put on a mask or hide my emotions. Maybe I was more ignorant, more quiet, more afraid of everything else... But that's who I was, and I didn't want to change.

That's the first reason.. the next reason is that I need to move on. I've met some amazing people, some are still here, some I've met more recently, and some are long gone. But I'm too caught up in my routine, I get too distracted trying to find new people, trying to keep my friends happy, and I just don't have enouh time to think about myself. And without the time to think about myself, I don't have the power to change myself. And I don't want anyone saying "you don't need to change, you're a good person". I'm not, I'm far from it. I treat people I care about nicely, but that's it. I wouldn't do anything for someone I don't know. And it isn't about being a good person, I still need to change. I need to become more social, I need to get outside more, because if I don't I'm gonna wind up stuck inside forever or stuck outside forever.

And lastly, I've done a lot of things on this profile that I don't want to remember. I've met people I never wanted to meet, and I've said things I never want to say again. I don't want anyone to associate me with any of that, I want it all to disappear. And the only way I can do that is by moving on.. so this is kinda just the last point I made, but yeah..

I'll stay on this account until I think of a new name for my other account, and I'll post something when I'm going. Anyway, thanks to anyone who read this, I hope you understand..
Hey guys, this amazing person is looking for a commission ^w^ So if any of you are doing commissions or know someone who is, let her know.

And if you haven't already, go check her out for amazing cosplay and stuff cx
Does anyone know an artist whose art style (and has commissions open) would fit a Kingdom Hearts OC?
I stole this from Capisce-girl c:


1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
Nope :/

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Maybe? Idk, I guess so..

3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
6 months

4: Have you ever changed for someone?
I've never changed for someone, but there's definitely people who've helped me change

5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Okay, I guess?

6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Not that I know of :/

7: Have you ever cheated?
No =w=

8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Nah, they're probably a slag c:

9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
How the fuck should I know? xD But I'd say understanding.. I mean, trust and honesty are important, but you need to know how the other person works to be able to say what they want to hear cx

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious relationships, I need long term care c':

11: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
A huge none

12: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
The age of consent in England is 16, but that's still young af so I'd say 18

13: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
Not really, it's also the measure of your entire existence... :/

14: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
Love, no. Lust, yeh

15: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Yeah, probably..

16: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Probably nothing tbh... like I said, understanding is important. There's definitely things I would never want to do with someone and things I find weird, but I'd try and work through them because I don't have the right to treat people differently for things they can't help.

17: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When you both want it to end... but most people are selfish, they're like "oh, I want to move on. Lol, bye"

18: Are you currently in a relationship?
Definitely not... c':

19: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Mhm

20: Do you think people should date their friends?
Well, it's not rare for a friend to want to be more than a friend so.. :/

21: How many relationships have you had?
You can count them on one hand, so not many

22: Do you think love can last forever?
*sigh* who knows, forever is a long ass time

23: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
Love is powerful, but it can't conquer. But people can conquer in the name of love.

24: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
No, I don't need their approval to do shit :/

25: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Don't c':
Nah, umm... probably just be more patient. It's hard for me because I'm naturally impatient but yeah.

26: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
Yeah, it has worked a lot of times with a lot of people =w=

27: What do you notice first about another person?
Just them, I don't pay much attention to anything so that's a difficult question for me xD

28: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Mostly straight

29: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
Nah, I don't care c:

30: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
Nopo

31: Do you want to get married one day?
I think it'd be nice, but I won't get my hopes up xD

32: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
Nu uh, tattoos need to be of something that has a 0% chance of changing

33: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
Yeah, for sure

34: Are you still a virgin?
Yep, I'm a prime virgin xD

35: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality

36: Do you enjoy love films?
I don't enjoy any films :/

37: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Nada, and I probably never will. Roses are nice and all, but they're kinda basic. I'd try and get something more thoughtful cx

38: Have you ever had a valentine?
Once, and probably never again c':

39: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
Shopping dates seem kinda nice, because you get to learn a lot about each other. General interests, their style, foods they like, stuff like that ^w^

40: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Mhm

41: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
They're both equally as important =w=

42: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
I definitely can be.. xD

43: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
Yeah???

44: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
:/

45: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Idk any xD

46: What's your favorite love song?
Fuck love songs, idc

47: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I hope not

48: If you're single, why do you think you are?
Because there's nothing special about me..

49: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice person?
A poor but nice person, rich people annoy me =w=

50: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?
Probably not

51: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
Right now I am, but that's just because it's Valentine's day... or because I'm lonely... or both c':

52: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Not really, I feel like it wouldn't change much

53: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
Probably :/

54: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
No???

55: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Yeah, it sure is..

56: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
Oh, dominant for sure c:

57: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
Nah, that shit is important to remember

58: What's your opinion on open relationships?
Idfk

59: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Again, they can be equally important =w=

60: How do you define "cheating"?
If someone asks "who's that?" and you have to lie about it

61: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
Nah

62: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Nah, I do but only when I'm single so my opinion is biased xD

63: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
Not really, but if someone wants to cuddle I'll cuddle all day cx

64: Tag 5 people
No
Kinda messed up the layout and picked a better pen halfway through, but that's fine c:

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Okay, so now I'm actually leaving. I'm gonna uninstall the app a little bit after I post this, so I guess I'm gonna say bye now. Not really important, but yeah. So bye guys and girls, I'll miss you

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DarkCat273 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav my friend!^~^
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BluffKerfuffle Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^w^
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DarkCat273 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:3
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smartcoockie57 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you so much for the watch really means a lot Love and your poetry is amazing keep going :happybounce: 
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BluffKerfuffle Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome, and thank you ^w^
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Capisce-girl Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2018  Student General Artist
thanks for the watch! REALLY appreciate it!
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BluffKerfuffle Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^w^
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JessIsFinallyDeviant Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2018  Student General Artist
Thanks :) !
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BluffKerfuffle Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem, thanks for watching back ^w^
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My pleasure ^_^
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